Dear Dad,
I still love and miss you everyday this will never stop, you are a huge miss to everyone and are always in our thoughts, we remember the good memories like the other day I was sat remembering when William was born and how long I had been craving hotdogs and couldn't have them through the pregnancy and I remembered when you came to my house that time when I went to register the birth and you brought hotdogs, cheese, mushrooms, onions and stottie type buns and made me, Phil and my mum the biggest hotdog sarnies we had ever seen this made me smile but also made me sad as I still remember you promising me a bacon and runny egg sandwich when baby JJ is born but Phil will follow in your footsteps and make that for me but as long as you have found peace and are back with your boy, you and Daniel deserve the very best and to be at peace with each other. another thing that aches is I still feel like ringing you like the other day leaving the hospital I initially went to ring you to tell you I was on way home and that it was just me being daft then I remembered I can't, and when they booked me in to be induced with baby JJ I wanted to ring you but couldn't, I'm boked in to be induced this week so hopefully all goes well and i'll be coming on here to write to you and leave you a gift announcing the birth of your second grandchild. anyways that is all for now Dad, love you so much and miss you so much forever and always.